Dentists examine our self destructive ways,
Like forensic examines a crime scene.
Under the microscope. the x-rays tell all.
Open mouth full of errors.
Diagnosed – a tortured soul.

Its hard to do when your on the outside.

In the heat and the Sun.

Under industrial lemon trees.

Without the passionate love of youth

i decay.

i decay in screen blue light.

i decay.

Violent reaction.

Corporate city.

Respect and meaning in rough area train rides.

Sell your old self for the upgraded new version. This one struggles to remember all the little details.

So important.

Speeding heart. Alcohol mind.

Monday retreat and walk off the weekend.

Tuesday is yet another weekly dysfunctional dream.

Broken.

We sit in rows, charging forth to find the future.

We breath the same hate.

As it destroys us.

Setting fire to everything.

You eventually realize there is only charcoal and you.

How cool everything once was.

Realization has struck.

Its the end of an era and the result is empty.

The dynamic has failed.

Poker, scotch, boss’s. suits, min-wage, web page, UK grime and dirty Dubstep.

Mindless Indulgence all weekend.

Sick on Monday,

Suicide calls on Tuesday & Wednesday.

The benefits in sucking blood,

A blood bath is cough syrup to those of us scattered outside your crocked circles

Strippers and a bath full of alcoholic sugar.

There is no culture here, no personalities, just the soulless children of a new generation.

Interacting with watered down mirror images of themselves.

Clearly seeking to hit an all time low.

Seeking stronger medication to numb the stronger confusion.

We’ll blame god for this travesty

alcohol stops at all stations.

Passengers creep,

music blares,

scenery roars.

Silence.

Try to sleep.

Regroup and gather yourself again.

The mind skips on repeat.

Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking…